Guess what? I've made a decision. A BIG one...! :D I, Ceciliah, will move to England this summer! :D Yes I am! This is not a maybe or anything, this is a definitely yes. I've booked the tickets for going there this June-July for holiday, visiting schools and looking for some jobs. The ticket for home is a none post date yet cause if I get a job while I'm there, why go back to Sweden? No. So it's going to happen! :D I'm so excited! XD I'm a bit nervous yes, I mean, it's lots of planing before, selling stuff etc. A lot is going to be fixed before going there and then when that is all done you have some more stuff to be fixed in England. But you know what? It will be worth it! I've been wanting to go for so long now, I can't wait any longer! There is really no reason why I should wait since I don't really have anything in Sweden. Plus this is my dream, why dream it when I can actually live it? So, I am in the process right now of going through the school applying. I've applied for first, my dream school in Brighton, BIMM a music school with the first course to be vocals. I've applied for more courses also cause I really want to work with music and this school seems to be amazing! Other then my dream school hehe, I'm also in the process of applying to a english course. Why not make my english even more perfect while I'm there? So, first thing is in action, the school search. Then planing for the move is on too, I've made a list of what to do before, like the apartment, furniture etc what to do with. After everything you can plan in Sweden is done I'm going to England to do the research on sight. Not just look around everywhere and enjoy England, but also talk to the people there. I feel that would be the best! And while doing that, I'll probably make some new friends! Then what will be left to do is bank numbers, etc etc. I have made my homework on everything that is needed to do, I'm just a bit lazy about writing them down for you right now since there all in my head running around. I can absolutely have my England planing being post for you guys, I know myself like to read how others have made their dreams come true so why not share this. 

I do want to share that, I can't get my head of the fact that I feel so strong that this move will make me feel so much happier. This is my opportunity, doors will open and adventures will arrive! I feel closer to everything that I wish to be closer and my life feels like it's going somewhere. I won't be stuck in Sweden feeling miserable but happy. There's nothing left for me in Sweden, there never was anything for me here. I've always felt that I was in the wrong place. I've never belonged here. Just running around in circles with no point, no going anywhere. I sure have met some amazing people down the road though. Witch I'm happy to have in my life, or in some cases that have taught me a lesson or helped me even though there not in my life anymore. They probably don't think that I feel that way but I do. I'm very thankful for all the people who have passed by my life. Thanks to them, I am who I am. Some people you might not have wanted to lose but, you learn and you heal. I really do wish them well, and some people I even stil love. (Because how can you stop loving someone who has been so special for you?) 

So... with happiness in my heart, I'm planing my way to the dreams! Opportunities are on it's way. Gorgeous english accents are in it's way! Haha! xD I sure am practicing my british accent! ;D I think this will be good. God let you met people for a reason. Beautiful people leave an impact on the heart. Love you Felicia <3 So ready for this. Need to make a schedule for my blogging post haha! XD (the one that I'm so good at now) Well, I'll write to you soon! Happy Easter! ^^